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This is Me Finally Closing The Chapter of Us

This Is Me Finally Closing The Chapter Of Us

I read this a few days ago and it clearly spoke to me. This sums up how my current relationship/friendship is with someone.

I know I am not ready to let go. But I am trying to make all the excuses to myself so that I could either hold on or let go already.

But who knows? Maybe the right time has come. That no matter how much you care about the person, maybe now is not the right time. Or maybe now isn't what its supposed to be. Maybe not today, maybe tomorrow, but somewhere along the way I feel it would happen. Sucks, I know. I am still in the midst of thinking about it, but let's see.

Hope you enjoy reading the article as much as I did. A little sad, but I realized sometimes our realities can be sad. We just have to choose how to live with it, or die with it.

Click on the link above.
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