I was supposed to blog last night, but was too sleepy and quite lazy to do so. So now, I was supposed to sleep until like 10 or 11, but I woke up 7:30AM and can't sleep. Okay.
7th week of CLP. 8th I must say, including the orientation.
Everyday has been a work in progress, a struggle and a fight for life and happiness. Pain is inevitable in life I know, ang change as well, but pain can be prevented. Or I just tell that to myself every time.
Change has been so eminent in my life lately, alongside pain. People won't notice who I am after every single day, but I know how I act and feel towards things lately. It started when decided to go out with one of my exes. And the list of changes goes on and on. I decided to attend CLP, someone from work moved to a different content, financial issues with regards to the restaurant and personal finances as well, the people from resto leaving with money and things, moving from Novaliches to Manila, family issues, the ex I dated is with someone else, another ex of mine/one of my bestfriends now will leave the country this week, will have an interview for a job this week, new officemate at work, and maybe this will continue on and on. Change is good I believe, but somethimes, it's hard to cope with every single change that is happening. With the fast-paced life people have right now, it would be crazy if one can follow it faithfully, and with no complaints.
To be continued. I can't think anymore. My mind suddenly went blank. Srsly.
7th week of CLP. 8th I must say, including the orientation.
Everyday has been a work in progress, a struggle and a fight for life and happiness. Pain is inevitable in life I know, ang change as well, but pain can be prevented. Or I just tell that to myself every time.
Change has been so eminent in my life lately, alongside pain. People won't notice who I am after every single day, but I know how I act and feel towards things lately. It started when decided to go out with one of my exes. And the list of changes goes on and on. I decided to attend CLP, someone from work moved to a different content, financial issues with regards to the restaurant and personal finances as well, the people from resto leaving with money and things, moving from Novaliches to Manila, family issues, the ex I dated is with someone else, another ex of mine/one of my bestfriends now will leave the country this week, will have an interview for a job this week, new officemate at work, and maybe this will continue on and on. Change is good I believe, but somethimes, it's hard to cope with every single change that is happening. With the fast-paced life people have right now, it would be crazy if one can follow it faithfully, and with no complaints.
To be continued. I can't think anymore. My mind suddenly went blank. Srsly.
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