I am sincerely grateful for every opportunity and every chance to learn and be trained and try to do a good job. But today, I started to feel pressure with the fact that I will be left alone the whole week, to do a meeting, go on field, and do Friday submission - alone. Scared. Worried. Pressured to do well. Having a lot of thoughts doesn't help too. I would like to try to survive the next week.
Diaries of a bipolar.