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Do you like what you see?

Over the past few days, I have been on a Kylie Minogue mood. For some reason, I appreciate her songs more as I grow old than I was in my early years. Maybe because my music genre changes as well, plus, her songs speak to me for some reason. 

So, I found this song.. Video isn't really quite click to the real meaning of the song, but it'll do to the lyrics itself. :)

I know I needed change, and I guess everything just fell into place at the right time and place. At a time all I needed were answers, at a time all I needed was a leap of faith to do what I haven't done in years, at the moment, I felt I needed to accept everything and do something to change what I have been. I know I still have a long road to walk to, even run to. But, at least, taking small steps will take me somewhere I never expected. Also, talking to more people helps, hanging out with the crowd I used to be with a lot, reminding me of who I was back then, and comparing it to who I am now. 

I know I can never be the same as before, but I know my past will teach me a thing or two about myself that I think I should keep, so that I will never lose myself and lose track of where I want to be. 

I know I changed a lot, some for the better, some for the worse.. and still trying to improve and change.. but my question is.. Do you like what you see? 





(Spinning around, spinning around) 
(Oh)
I'm spinning around
Move outta my way
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
I'm breaking it down
I'm not the same
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this

Traded in some sorrow
For some joy that I borrowed
From back in the day
Threw away my old clothes
Got myself a better wardrobe
I got something to say
I'm through with the past
Ain't no point in looking back
The future will be
And did I forget to mention
That I found a new direction
And it leads back to me, yeah

I'm spinning around
Move outta my way
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
I'm breaking it down
I'm not the same
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this

The mistakes I've made
Have given me the strength
To really believe
That no matter how I take it
There's no way I'm gonna fake it
'cause it's gotta be real
I've got nothing left to hide
No reason left to fight
'cause the truth's given me
A new freedom inside
Getting rid of my desire
Do you like what you see

I'm spinning around
Move outta my way
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
I'm breaking it down
I'm not the same
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
Baby, baby, baby, ooh
(Ooh) You know you like it like this
Oh, baby, baby, baby
You know you like it like this
Oh, baby, baby, baby

I'm spinning around
Move outta my way
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
I'm breaking it down
I'm not the same
I know you're feeling me
'cause you like it like this
Feeling me 'cause you like it like this
Oh, I'm not the same
I know you like it like this, oh, ooh, yeah
Like it like this
Like it like this
(I'm not the same)
Like it like this
I'm not the same (I'm not the same)
Oh


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