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LIFE. Update.

I'm having dinner with my YFC-UST loves later at Slice and Dice :)

I have been spending so much time with them. And I thank God for having them, especially in times I need people to comfort and listen. Pero I know, through good or bad, they'll be there. And I am for them as well. I miss hanging out with them, spending time with them, and now, I am so blessed and thankful na I have the time and all. :D

Since uso din ang catching up, will go out with my closest high school friends, Kara and Marian this coming Saturday. Where? Of course, sa restobar namin. Haha! :) Lunch at Gorgespot on Saturday. Kara and I saw each other at church kanina. We see each other every now and then, pero si Marian, madalang. So it's super good that Saturday will be our Lunch date. :) Also, I plan to go to CVG this Saturday. 6AM. After the team's shift. TK it is. I super miss my teammates and friends over there. Good times CVG people! :D

My contract at work is almost up, July 24 is my last day. I do hope I get extended, or better yet, I do hope I get regularized. But if not, I am already looking for a new job. It's just hard looking. I love my work at Thomson, and I love my officemates too. I surely am gonna miss them if when I leave. I have applied at jobstreet already, but no updates yet. Friends, please pray for me, and pray together with me, that I can find the job God wants for me, or let God's will be done.

CLP is almost through. Sad nga lang kasi, sa Fresh Party, kasabay ng Lord's Day namin. Grad for CLP. SFC is so much fun. New people, new friends, same environment, same God. :)

I also plan to study soon. Maybe next year. And hope to go to Spain 2 years from now. Keeping my fingers crossed, and praying.

Resto is good nowadays. We always pray and do our best to make it work. Family's all good too. We have a lot of plans, hope everything pushes through. If it does, hello to our new.. new something. yey! :) God has been so good to us. We always try to return the favor. To God be the glory.

God has been so good to me, despite the pain, despite the tears, I know God has been there for me every step of the way. God has reasons why I, and my family had and is going through so much, but all I know is that God has his reasons, which reasons may not explain as well. All I know is that I believe in God's grace, and that God is just there. Whether I am happy, sad, in pain and in letting go and moving on stage like where I am right now. I feel so much better, knowing that I am holding on to my faith, and to God's love and goodness.

It's all up to God, and it's all for God. :)

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