This was supposed to be done like more than a week ago, but
since I can’t get my lazy fat ass to do anything when I am home, I might as
well do it while I am here sitting at work, nothing much to do.
I cannot say that 2013 was a bad year for me, but I can’t say otherwise either. 2013 had its strong ups and downs, and I am still thankful for everything despite all the hardships I had to go through.
I finally saw Shinhwa. Thanks to a few people, I finally saw
them in the flesh. It was one trip I will never forget, since I saw Shinhwa,
and it was the first time I went to a solo trip. Met a few people, but
nonetheless, it was a solo trip, ticked off my bucket list already. Each one of
them has their own personal charm and that as a group they are indeed legends
in their own right. Seeing them on their 15th year was pretty special
and awesome too!
I finally saw CN Blue, upclose and also in a concert. I saw
Yonghwa’s everlasting frizzy hair while fixing his ever beloved gift of a
microhpne stand from one of his fanclubs. It was also an experience I will
never forget as I have tried events and stuff but I don’t think it is for me. I
won’t even do it for a fee. Hahaha. But it also marked that milestone that I
have seen all my bias groups(SS501, Big Bang, Shinhwa and CN Blue). I don’t think
I will be going to places again to see any one of them anytime soon. (I hope I don’t
eat my word on this).
I got my heart shattered this year. Yet again. After 3 and a
half years. Let’s not go too much into details as I don’t know that much
myself. But I decided not to think about it anymore as much as I can, and
decided not to know intentionally the reasons why. The other party isn’t ready,
and may never be ready so I have given up that hope of understanding. Though, I
am just a human and there are days I still think about it, but dwelling too
much is something I am trying not to do this 2014. I will lie if I say I don’t
miss the person or I have moved on or let go already. But, I am much better. I
still love and miss but I also surprise myself with the gravity of such. I hope
one day it comes to a point that I don’t get affected as much as I am, and
that, I don’t feel pain anymore or sadness.
Lastly, I finally have moved on in terms of career. Decided
to quit my old job, and moved on to a new one I have always wanted to try. Been
here almost a month already and so far things have been okay. It isn’t as busy,
actually it is super lax and tons of downtime, but I am learning so much, and
meeting new people too. The business is also very interesting as people switch
to different things whenever they can. Before I moved, this was actually my
dream job. And now I am here, I have finally ticked this one off my bucket
list. Will have to go and find a new dream/goal which hopefully I can attain
again in a few years or so. Pay isn’t as good, but experience wise, I feel this
is something good as I will have to deal with my money issues with frugality
and much thought and care. I hope that by the end of this year. I will be wise
with money too, since I am not very good with expenses and money.
For 2014. I look forward to so many things and experiences
with the job mostly, but also, I look forward to the self discovery I will take
as I am about to be independent for a couple of months. I am not sure how to
handle it, but I look forward to gaining experiences, learning from mistakes,
and standing up after a big blow or a fall. Also, I have started to gain back
my old relationship with God, and I feel that this is something I should also
work on for 2014. 2014 may be more frugal year for me, maybe no trips for me,
but I know that God has something in store for me this year. Technically I will
be having trips, since my job requires field work (which I am seriously excited
about), and will learn how to backpack and be frugal with travels too. J
Overall, 2013 isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. It maybe
gave me one of the biggest blows, but God still showered me with something I
will forever be grateful for. J
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